17 July 2017

Straight-jacket feeling..

Assalamualaikum..

Hey guys. Recently I'm feeling sadder, exhausted and frustrated by the minute and I don't even know why. Probably because of my workload had been piled up. I just don't know how to deal with it anymore. Times like these that I longed for a vacation.. It's been a while since I last rested properly a.k.a traveling. But considering the time constraint that I faced and not enough extra money, I gotta swallowed back my desire to go on a healing trip..

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There are so many things that I wanna do:-

1) Read lots of books.

I have so many books that I haven't read for ages because I have this habit, where I tend to buy books but haven't got enough time to read them all and I will continue buying them.

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2) Watch all the k-dramas that I have missed during the past few months.

I think starting early this year, I haven't had the chance to catch up on so many new k-dramas. Especially, with my fave actors in the said k-dramas.

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3) Go on a relaxing and stress-free trip.

The last place that I went for a vacation was in Sungai Besar. It was a new experience for me as I went there with my colleagues. Although it was only for 2 days and 1 night, I had so much fun with them. Oh how I long for a trip like that again~!

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I think that's about it, for now. Later when I can think of more items on my bucket list, I'll share them in the next post. Till then.. adios~!
XO

Me.. a stalker?!

Assalamualaikum..

Hey everyone! Hehe I am such a stalker to my crush! But not that hardcore of a stalker though kekeke. I just browse through his FB & Twitter page, without adding him as a friend! Hahaha I think that's about as extreme as I can get to being a stalker. I don't dare to do more than that. Just looking at his pictures and stuff are enough for me.

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Ohoi! But as you know, my crushes are always short-lived ones. I sadly announced that I'm no longer crushing on him.. Hahaha..

I don't even know until when will I be like this. Just crushing on some poor guy without confessing. The truth is, I'm afraid of rejection because I know for sure he will never feel the same way about me. I'm a buddy, remember? Regardless of my gender, my friends always view me as a buddy.

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Oh well, let's just go with the flow, shall we? I'm just gonna sit back, relax and wait to see if there really is someone out there for me. Who will see me as more than a friend. Who will accept me for who I am.

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I'm kinda tired of being alone, y'know? Most of my friends had already settled down and have kids. I'm longing for the same things to happen to me too..
XO