A new crush?!

Assalamualaikum..

Hey there, how's it going? It's been ages since I last wrote a blog post. Been busy with work, procrastinating and most of the time feeling lazy to even do anything. So yeah, I guess you could say that I've become a very successful couch potato.

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Now, let's get down to business, shall we? Okay, here's the thing; I like this one guy from my office and no, he's not the same guy from before. Y'know, the one that I mentioned before in one of my previous posts. Go and scroll back, I ain't doing it for you. Ain't nobody got time for that.

Back to the guy; he really is different from the guys that I used to crush on. Meaning that, physically he's not what I usually look for in a guy. For starters, he is quite big in size, average height and way younger that me. I don't even know when it all started. All I know was that a couple of months ago, we both just started texting one another, sometimes the topic was work-related, sometimes not. Up until recently, today to be exact, he kinda gives me this green light (or rather a good respond), via text messages anyway since he's already on leave until New Year. To be honest, I feel very happy but confused at the same time. Must be because I've never experienced this sort of thing before, as I've never been in a real relationship with someone.

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It's not that I don't wanna be in a relationship, it's just that I haven't met the one yet. Whenever I like someone, I don't let him know until the feeling wore off at some point. And it mostly did. But somehow, I'm hoping this newfound feeling of mine towards my latest crush will last for as long as I would like it to be. Because this time around, I'm planning of confessing to him. But I will read the signs first and if the coast is clear, I will strike! However, I don't really hope for it to be a happy ending as I get the feeling that he might not feel the same way. Well, I'm not gonna lie and say that I'd be totally fine if it turns out that way but at least I will have closure on it. This time around, I am quite determined to brace myself and actually do it!

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Another day, another drama.

Assalamualaikum.

Hey guys, how's it going? So sorry that I couldn't write a new post for a very long time. Although I'm not that busy, I just couldn't find the time to actually sit down and write on my blog. Normally I would just hang around in my room looking at my phone, scrolling down the Twitter and playing games. So this time around, I get some free time to rant about random things in here. So yeah, let's begin.

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First of, nowadays I am into nothing. Like, literally nothing. I mean, usually I would rant about some random Korean guys or even about my none-existent crush, but to be honest, I am void of any feelings currently. Dunno why though. Even when I wake up, going to work, socializing with my colleagues, nothing seems to fazed me. Probably because I'm approaching the big ol' 3 series age soon. I should be looking forward to that big event but sadly I feel nothing. Hmm..

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Next week I will be taking 2-3 days off from work because I really feel like I wanna do nothing at home. Just stay in my room and not texting anyone. Not that I usually texting someone but yeah, you get the idea. Actually, I kinda feel like I wanna exchange text messages with someone, preferably from the opposite gender but I don't really know how to do it though. I mean, I don't really just text some perfect strangers out of thin air because I don't freakin' know how. I've been in a chat room and chatted with strangers before but most of them only wants to talk dirty. Which is so beyond gross. So yeah, I could actually start reading them books that I haven't had the chance to read yet but even that idea doesn't really appeals to me.

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Therefore, I have this dilemma. Hopefully I will find something interesting enough to do soon. Or else I'll be bored to tears. I guess that's all this time. Gotta start searching on what to do to kill the time. Till next time, ciao!

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